I am absol exhausted. From all these numbers running thru my head, trying to figure out just how I am going to pay employees for work AND holiday pay, plus the regular bills, plus the taxes, plus have enough money left for all the shit that comes out during the month..... all because no one will listen to me when I advise and scream my head off TO STOP SPENDING MONEY WE HAVE NONE TO SPARE. I think they think I can do magic. I honestly do not know how I am going to juggle this money situation for work. Add to that that I THINK we are done with work next week, sometime, no one knows a day for sure, due to the Xmas break, so ALL my shit needs to be done by then. Ya know, plan ahead for the next month because you wont be doing anything work related, but bills and all still needs to be done... work never stops, and I need to make sure this place can still operate when I get back... I finished inventory today, and hopefully monday I can sort more out. I still need to be organized for the purchase of pizzas and grog for the breakup Xmas party that I couldn't tell you when it is, its just soon... no one can make a decision, so I have no clue. F**k!
Thats just work.
Not too mention that I havent stopped in a week, always running here there and everywhere. Too much socializing, responsibilities, tasks, fun, etc. Last night I had NO obligations after 5:30 and I passed out on the couch at 7... woke up at 9 and straight up to bed. Ugh.
I am exhausted. Orville is excited to see me tonight. I just want to cry. I dont want to see him, well, its not that I dont want to see him, I am just so bloody exhausted that I am not sure why I should even venture to his place. I just want to sleep and DO NOTHING. NOTHING. Then, its his moms bday on Saturday, which means dinner out tomorrow night, and I still have to find things for the Adopt-A-Family baskets, and spend time with Orville, clean the house, laundry, and do normal tasks... oh and try to find time to recoup so that im not so damn E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D.
Ack!
3 comments:
I need a nap after reading this blog. The funny thing about the work budget, my husband was a TV line producer, they kept doing the same thing to him and then would wonder why the show was over budget? They would blame him, but they were the ones that would ask for a crane or ask for more actors, he would warn them all the time that it would put them overbudget, but they thought that he would work some sort of magic and make it all come out even. So I can totally relate to the work stuff you are going through. I don't know how he handled the stress of it all. Hang in there and make time for you!
Forget Orville....stay home, take a hot bath and then pass out in your bed. Sleep for 2 days. Come MOnday morning, all will be right with the world again....
You guys are too sweet to me! I forgot about Orville and went for a swim and watched a marathon Nip/Tuck night!
Ah.. closet thing to heaven I'm sure.. felt very refreshed after taking ME time.
Thanks to both of you for your kind words and help~ I appreciate it!
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